I'm Okay

by Ratland

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1.
Mountain Man 04:15
I want to learn how to play the banjo And truly be a mountain man I want to grow a beard and drink lemonade Straight out of mason jars and tin cans I want to play an open G And pick away my sorrows As I stand barefoot in a cold creek That flows into tomorrow But I can't play the banjo And I can't grow a beard And I can't drink from a tin can Because people will think I'm weird And I can't be a farmer Because I know nothing about farms So I'll just keep imagining It doesn't do any harm I want to learn how to play the banjo And start a garden plot And plant all different sorts of seeds Into that fertile spot And when it rains and when it pours They will start to sprout And I will eat the food I grow Instead of going out But I can't play the banjo And I can't grow a plant I can't remember to water them I always just forget And I can't be a farmer Because I know nothing about farms So I'll just keep imagining It doesn't do any harm I can't play the banjo I'm running out of time I have to work a day job Just to make a dime And I can't be a farmer Because I know nothing about farms So I'll just keep imagining It doesn't do any harm
2.
I'm Okay 02:31
Your words are the definition of idiosyncrasy Makes my heart beat with the help of maggot-infested anxiety My organs are being filled with larvae you left in me Gross things love devouring debris I'm not angry I just don't want to see your face I drove down your mom's street the other day It filled my bones with flies waiting for my decay But I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay Blame it on being carsick but I'm just done with your shit A carcass of my former self An infestation of creepy crawly internal destruction I don't want to share with anybody else I'm not angry I just don't want to see your face I drove down your mom's street the other day It filled my bones with flies waiting for my decay But I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay You're like a parasite the way you take over my thoughts Each bite leads to extreme nausea I just want to be alone without thinking of you You're just an ant underneath my shoe I'm not angry I just don't want to see your face I drove down your mom's street the other day It filled my bones with flies waiting for my decay But I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay
3.
My baby plays the mandolin On our first date I took it for a spin When they showed me the notes They touched my fingers to get close My baby plays the guitar Puts songs about me in their repertoire They play lead and I play rhythm There's no one I'd rather play with than them Reclaiming music from my past has been super fine With my honky tonkin', music lovin', sweet partner of mine My baby plays the banjo Found out a week ago It's covered in radical things Like "loot laugh love" around the strings My baby plays harmonica But nothing rhymes with harmonica The sounds it makes are very sweet Hearing them play is quite the treat Reclaiming music from my past has been super fine With my honky tonkin', music lovin', sweet partner of mine

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released March 31, 2023

Haley Searcy - guitar, vocals
Scott Crow - theydolin
Adriano Fonseca - harmonica

all lyrics and album artwork by Haley Searcy

recorded March 2023 at The Noise Floor, Dover NH
mixed and mastered by Chris Chase

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Ratland Dover, New Hampshire

Ratland's queer folk sound is influenced by folk punk, classic country, and indie rock.

Ratland is singer/songwriter Haley Searcy, theydolinist Scott Crow, plus their many talented friends.

Frequently compared to artists like Kimya Dawson, Ratland's enchanting melodies and introspective lyrics encourage everyone to be the best rat they can be.
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